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ErynBoydBrown
My name is ErynMichelle. My birth name or (dead name rather) is Aaron Matthew Boyd-Brown. My honorary Yoruba Tribe name is Ebunoluwa meaning (Gift from God). I’m a Black American Transgender Woman. I’m a public figure and up-and-coming NeoSoul Recording artist.. I was born Aaron Matthew Boyd-Brown on March 5th‚ 1993‚ in Alexandria Hospital‚ by my birth (maternal mother) Patricia Brown. On that rainy evening around 5 p.m. on March 5‚ 1993‚ at 6:00 pm when Patricia Brown bore me into this world…. When I was just a baby in heaven‚ God‚ Jesus‚ and the Holy Spirit knew. The night my paternal father and maternal mother (Patricia) had intercourse‚ and I was conceived that day. The Holy Trinity knew that the journey of my life‚ that the (Thee Holy Trinity) was getting ready to bore me into‚ was coming. In the words of Alex Boldwin‚ “life ain’t been (nor gonna be) no crystal stairs.” (Thee Holy Trinity knew) the day I was to be born into conception. That my “life ain’t gonna be no crystal stairs.” In nine months‚ that the day I was to be conceived into this world. Those crystal stairs would be slippery and oily to climb. On March 5th‚ 1993‚ I was birthed by my biological mother Patricia Brown. On the contrary‚ (The Holy Trinity had other plans)‚ it was ordained in heaven that (before I was formed‚ He knew me. And the plans that He has for me‚ those of good‚ not of evil)‚ He knew I was to be given away‚ and to never know who my birth mom is nor my birth father. He knew I was to be adopted. My birth mother‚ Patricia Brown‚ had five children in total. She birthed two girls (well‚ three lol) and three boys (me included lol). My older sister Chiante Brown knows her father my first older brother Jimmy Brown‚ didn’t know his father‚ but he just recently got reunited with his paternal father. My second older brother LeQuan Brown (we’re not twins‚ but we look so much alike we consider ourselves identical twins)‚ however‚ my second older brother Quan doesn’t know his father‚ (much like myself)…… (I believe that’s why he’s addicted to drugs he’s trying to mask the hurt for not knowing who his father is.) Lastly‚ there’s my baby sister Nautica Brown she knows her father‚ but he just recently passed away. With that being said‚ with all that being said… I typed that to say and to give context‚ my (our mom‚ Patricia) was in a very bad headspace during those years of all my siblings’ conception. All five of us have the same mother but all different fathers. She was not fiscally‚ emotionally‚ maternally‚ or mentally sound or stable to take care of us‚ at that time and era. I believe the only sibling that actually lived with my mother for a brief period was my older sister‚ but our (my) mother wasn’t ready yet to be a mother. So her ex-boyfriend (and friend‚ current friend till present day) raised my sister. My two oldest brothers were raised by our (my) mom (off and on) they both ended up in the foster care system. My adopted mom‚ Frances Mae Crawley Boyd‚ born on August 11th‚ 1950‚ to Romaine Greene Crawley and Thomas Crawley. In Emporia‚ VA. Frances worked for the DOJ in Washington‚ DC‚ at the Pentagon she was a GS 13‚ making hella coins! She had (stay in school) [interns]. Frances had four miscarriages. The pain of losing her fourth baby was too much to bear. So she gave up on trying to get pregnant. (It was Gods way and her body’s way of saying to her. Whatever she was dealing with‚ within her soul‚ that unhealed trauma was still there‚ and that her body wasn’t ready to carry a life because she hadn’t healed from that pain that happened in her own life‚ so her body wouldn’t allow her to carry a life.) The more she tried‚ the more her body would reject said life….. She gave up on getting pregnant‚ but she was resilient she had the faith of a mustard seed she didn’t give up on having a baby….. Frances was close with her (intern) my (play aunt) (Pat) Patricia Terry. Frances was telling Patricia Terry about all her miscarriages she’s experienced. That’s when Patricia Terry expressed that she had a best friend named Patricia Brown‚ who is pregnant and that she was thinking about giving me up for adoption. Patricia Terry said that she would speak with her‚ and that’s how Frances became my mother at 6:00 p.m. on March 5th‚ 1993. After I was born‚ my birth mom‚ Patricia Brown‚ got pregnant with my baby sister. My adopted mom would drive to Alexandria‚ Va. and take my biological mom to her ultrasound‚ and wherever she needed to go. Funny thing is‚ i was a newborn and when I first saw my mom‚ and by that time‚ my older brothers‚ left from foster care moved back with my mom. She was in a stable place‚ mentally and financially where she was able to take care of my two older brothers andmy older sister. However my youngest sister‚ lived with her father my mom’s ex boyfriend/babyfather.. when I was born‚ my daddy wasn’t even there to sign my birth certificate. And it wouldn’t be until 2013 that I officially met my biological mother and all my siblings…… It’s funny‚ because…. I haphazardly‚ always get my hopes up‚ on the contrary‚ I always get let down. Before I met my biological mom on my 18th or 21st birthday. I was nervous. I didn’t know‚ she would want to have anything to do with me….. My colleague had to tell‚ “Eryn mentally‚ spiritually‚ and emotionally prepare yourself. My son is adobted‚ he found his birth mom. Only to find out‚ that my adopted son’s mom‚ didn’t want to have anything to with him.” Ms. Ford told me “Baby prepare yourself for that hurt‚ come to grips with it. Sit in it! However if it’s in Gods will. And your mom wants to have a relationship with you. Cherish that!”.. needless to say…. We met‚ and me and mommy have the best child mother relationship EVER!! AND I’M GRATEFUL FOR IT! Especially when she acknowledges me and says to people‚ “this is my daughter” the best fuckin feeling ever!!!…. With that being said….. I’m writing your company‚ because I desperately want to find and meet my daddy!!…. (I’ve already prepared myself‚ mentally‚ spiritually‚ and emotionally for whatever the outcome maybe.) I prayed the same prayer Byke in 2013‚ “God you know the desires of my heart! Please Lord You blessed/did it before‚ and I KNOW YOU CAN SHOW YOURSELF MIGHTY AGAIN! Do it for me! Please Jesus right now” it’s always been my prayer to meet my daddy‚ have that same relationship with him‚ as I do with my mommy………. On the contrary‚ my mommy doesn’t know who my daddy is….. I’ve asked my family‚ (Her brothers and sisters‚ even her close friends. No one knows anything) except for my mommies older sister. She told me “Oh I know your dad….. well I don’t know him‚ I don’t know his name‚ and never seen him met him up close or in person. I’ve only seen him‚ when your mom was will living with Aunt Nane‚ and I lived across the street. They were going together‚ he would always come visit her‚ but no I honestly don’t know. Nor can tell you what his name is or what he looks like.”….. that’s the closest I’ve EVER GOTTEN to knowing my daddy……. I writing to you guys‚ because….. I just wanna know‚ it is my prayer‚ that my daddy is still alive and well‚ and that God (If it’s in His will) for us to have a relationship‚ and that I get allllll those missed opportunities‚ having in my life….. My family keeps telling me different reiterations‚ about my daddy. Tbh i don’t want to believe. It’s just hard for my to fathom that no one in my family nor her best friends know who my daddy is. I don’t have any coins to pay for a DNA Test‚ I came across your companies website on google. I read about this company‚ in the (about section) when I saw that you guys offer free DNA testing (I believe) I had go write you guys immediately!!!!……… PLEASE!!!!! I just want to know and share my life with my daddy. I suffer from extreme abandonment issues‚ (my psychologist diagnosed me with) I believe with your companies help‚ (God willing) that meeting him‚ having that daddy daughter bond‚ (God willing) would help heal that broken heart of mines‚ and my abandonment issues…. PLEASE!!!! MAY YOU PLEASE!!!!! Help me find my daddy??? PRETTY PLEASE???!!!!! I pray I hear back from you‚ (God Willing). Thank you for listening to my story. I have the faith‚ that things will work out for me! I look forward to seeing your email. God Bless. And happy holidays. ErynMichelle
