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Strawberygodess26

I’m looking for my son I gave up for adoption in Dec of 96. I made the decision with an extremely heavy heart. I knew I just couldn’t provide a good home for him and give him what he needed growing up. The only thing I was certain of that I could have given him 1000000000% was my love. But unfortunately it takes more than that to raise a child. I think of my child every single day of my life and wonder how he is doing and if he’s happy‚ healthy and has had a good life. As I got older I have gotten sick‚ and things just progressed from illness to illness. From today where I have several autoimmune diseases and chronic illnesses. This makes me realize that I wouldn’t have wanted my child to go through life having to take care of me‚ as I know what it’s like to take care of a parent. I also haven’t been able to have any other children‚ after the delivery of my son I continued to have issues with my uterus. I had two miscarriages. After the last one I saw an OBGYN‚ after much testing like years and being in severe pain and not being able to work due to the pain‚ I ended up having a hysterectomy. If the question now is do I regret giving up my son…The answer is no. I gave him to a wonderful couple on paper in hopes of giving him a wonderful life.