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Abcd13SaltLakeCity
I am searching for my daughter who i had put up for adoption She was born christmas eve in salt lake city utah, i agreed on a open adoption I have gotten letters/pictures once a year every year since she was born on her birthday/xmas time comes around. I met her parents, she is my second child her sister whom I kept is a year older then her the parents are able to send me picture and letter updates but as for me I am lost in everyway to get that contact back the adoption agency kept the parents part on helping them get me updates but after all these years I have to give back that contact I feel in my heart they will accept my search for our daughter to at least keep a more close connection between us like actually talking over the phone or meet face to face reunite in a graceful way all i know is there first names are Kathleen and Stan I felt a a feeling these people are kept to the promise to agree to keep contact i was a fragile teen with my second child on the way the birthfather and i agreed to adoption through A Act Of Love adoption agency we just went numb and was honestly more focused on the future and providing for our two daughters abortion wasnt an option but the risk of giving a life in others hands felt a ease of our fears to be able to provide for both girls one to keep and other to make others dreams come true the parents are people i felt god was at my side to go through with actually giving her to strangers too two wonderful people who had the world at there feet joyful loving couple they wrote me first on my decision making and by them coming to me helped me pick them I did meet them before i had my daughter with my ex (the birthfather) on day of delivery I did end up only having my mother at my side to go through with the whole thing. My angels who call me there angel will know I am the birthmother reaching out and pray to God they dont push me away after all these years with no contact back Its my soul I feel has been lost the wondering the questions the face to face meeting again has been time to catch up hopefully I find or they find me an other way other then the angency cause as for the help with the angency on my side has been nothing but failure to me and makes my heart ache but to the ones I put all my trust in for the life and being the parent I couldnt be for our baby girl I come with peace and taking it slow or how ever they prefer to handle my asking wishes. I just want to let you give me that chance see the young lady I have grown to become I do feel scared and nervious but I truly feel in my heart they will accept me some how and some way to keep a closer contact ..Birthmom M.L. Sister A.L
