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SueBethYowellGonzale
I am searching for my son. TBH‚ I know it was June but I cannot remember the exact date. I gave up three boys. When I was 19-20 I had this baby. It is hard to explain. But‚ as much as I wanted this baby‚ I was pressured by the father and my family to give him up for adoption. I used Smithlawn Agency in Lubbock. Had the baby at what was then the West Texas hospital on South Quaker Avenue (it is no longer there). He had beautiful red hair at birth. He was big! 9+lbs. Had to do C-section because he was so big. But I loved him so much. Smithlawn does not allow for open adoptions and wouldn’t take /keep my information for my son to find me if he was looking. So here I am. I see where so many daughters have been found‚ but I haven’t seen one reunion where a son was found. But I am holding out hope. I think about my children every day. I had three boys. This child‚ my middle child whom I did not use Smithlawn for‚ and had for a while before my whole family and the childs father pressured me into not keeping him‚ so he was adopted out. I have been in contact with him. And then I had one more son in 1991 in June. What I wouldn’t give to just meet them and know they were ok and that I did a good thing for someone‚ even as much as it killed me and took more from me than I am even willing to admit sometimes. I think about my children every day. If only.................I did do a DNA kit‚ but no matches...