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Topaztammy56

my name at birth was shaw and my birth place was on an army base .and all i want is the love of family that i have always wished for or just to know someone that is going know what my story is and willing to say itas well. but if not i am willing to just have what you are willing to give. I have found my mother ,graveside. Have contacted three half siblings but there are more still missing. Man who signed my birth certificate was not indeed my father by blood. Seems when they met mother was two months with child . They married July 1970 and my birth came November of same year. He died 2015 before I hunted him down. Have talked to an aunt who was untruthful for whatever reason about questions I asked her . Questions of my birth father were not known by her. Mother never said a name to her when she was pregnant. However, I know of a cousin I met in childhood. When asked of female cousins or any at all. Was informed there were none,female or otherwise, She had no children and no other siblings besides my mother. Found out later she has a son who resides with her and my grandmother. Just for reasons only known to her, she forgot a lot but my half siblings memories were still intact. Mother was married in 1969 to william j. Raymond and also a Otis ray brinkley in 1967. So maybe one of these two men could be my blood father. Maybe terry donald Shaw whose name is signed on my birth certificate also be connected by blood. Half sister is his daughter and was told about me as a child by him. So I have nothing but guesses of a father’s name.Have taken three dna tests and still only found two graveside, answers buried with them. Found three half siblings still more missing out there. Have an aunt holding truths, a silent cousin and grandma who say nothing at all or not to me. So three half siblings but I am blessed to have them in my life or by emails .