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SarahMSimms831

Im actually looking for both of my biological children whom I have been told had passed away years ago. I have searched online death records in every state including my own and cannot seem to find their names anywhere. When my children were left me was the day I had to make the hardest decision within my life at that time. I had to let my babies go to CPS custody. My ex husband was an abusive alcoholic and I didnt feel that they deserved to be brought up living in an abusive environment. At that time I was unaware of the help that was out there for mothers and children trying to get out of an abusive family situation. But i did everything that CPS requested of me to do in order to get my lovies back. The only stipulation I faced was when the court ordered I divorce my ex husband. I went to legal aid and got my divorce paper signed and turned into them but they would not grant me the divorce until the CPS case was closed and considering the court ordered me to get the divorce finalized I was in a catch 22 situation. The courts wouldnt even take the fact that I had already taken the inniciative to get the papers turned in you would think that waiting on the judge to close the CPS case was all that was needed for my divorce to be filed and i could of gotten my children back right? But no that apparently was not good enough and they took my heart and soul away that day that they took Elizabeth Echoe Nikkohle Garrett born 02/14/2007 and Justin Randall Don Garrett born 09/15/2008 both at Baptist St. Anthonys hospital in Amarillo Texas. I just want to know that they are still alive and maybe get the opportunity to be a part of their lives somehow if they are. Even If i could just receive pictures every few months that way I can watch them grow up. Not a day goes by that my heart calls out to them and i think about them countless times a day. Please help me find my Lizzybear and Littleman.. This is one of the last and only pictures I have of my little angel.