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PoliticaLiz42
All I was told is my birth mother was 15‚ I was born in Temple Texas‚ a preacher’s daughter‚ and my birth mom was sent to live in a Gladney Adoption Agency girls home for pregnant mothers. I was adopted through Gladney in Fort Worth. Also I had an ancestry DNA test that said I was British/Irish and Eastern European maybe that helps. I have been missing something my whole life. Connection. I dont look like anyone. I was adopted into a blessed life. My parents aren’t perfect‚ But they did the very best they could. And they are amazing people. I love them. I’m very close to them. And they’ve always said they’d support me if I want to find you. So life happens‚ and then you are 42‚ you are reevaluating your life because you get multiple devastating medical diagnoses and cant work anymore. I NEED to meet my birthmother. I need to find her to heal what’s broken inside. I need her to know I love her and I don’t blame her for giving me up‚ it must’ve been so hard at the time‚ 15‚ possibly not having the choice but your preacher parents send you away and force you to give up your heart. That’s what I imagine anyway. My adopted friend met his birthmother and I was there with him. It was surreal. It was almost like going through it myself. For 20 years I’ve been afraid to find out if I was born as a result of rape‚ as Kevin’s mom told him that’s what happened to her‚ and she didn’t know who the father was until she met Kevin. She felt like her life stopped when she gave him up. And she felt whole again when she got to meet him. They still have a relationship. So im sorry‚ birthmom. I’m sorry my own fear has kept me from looking for you. I want both of us to heal. I don’t know the level of relationship I want at this point. I’m feeling my way through it. I do NEED to know my medical history. I need to know what ELSE could happen. I’ve got so many diseases it’s a list at this pointnone contagious or That will outright kill me thankfully‚ but just suffer tremendously at times. I wonder what you look like. I wonder what you smell like. I wonder if we have the same diseases or mannerisms. Do you struggle with weight? Are you apple shaped? Are you loud like me? Do you sing really well? Cuz I have a good voice. Could’ve been great if I’d been able to pursue a musical theater career‚ but psychological issues got the better of me for several years. Inwonde4 you love politics? I’m thinking of running for office actually‚ maybe‚ in thr future. I want to know your story‚ MY story. Our story. I want to learn about our family history. I want to know. I’m READY to know. My spouse is ready to stand beside me throughout. I hope you are out there.
