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ElectraFrost5

I was born in Seneca‚ SC or Occonee County‚ SC on November 12‚ 2000. I was told I was adopted at two days old through Greenville‚ SC DSS adoption agency and the siblings I was adopted with are my eldest sister Malashi (supposed to be spelled Malashia but my adoptive mom before she passed named her Malashi instead and ) who has a two year old currently named Riley‚ and my youngest brother Robert who has a girlfriend named Chance Dyches and through adoption we had our original birth names changed to the names we have today and all three of us have the surname Williams under my late adoptive father Robert Williams Sr. family surname. Both my adoptive father and my adoptive mother even though they have passed on adopted us three since we were babies or toddlers and I was told my my late adoptive mother before she passed that my birth mom and her kept in touch before she passed on and told me a few things on my birth mom saying my birth mom was (no racial with any of this) very dark-skinned and even darker than my eldest sister‚ she was eighteen when she gave birth to my eldest sister and she was twenty years old when she had me‚ and I assume she was around 20-21 years old when she had my brother Robert‚ her and my birth dad are from New York but gave birth to me here in South Carolina‚ along with my other two siblings as well‚ but the problem is is that ever since my adoptive mother passed on her birthday on June 19th‚ 2016 though the family went with her grave saying she died the day after‚ there was a lot of family rumors and speculation concerning my birth parents. One of them was my eldest sister said that out of three of us that either me as the middle child‚ my eldest sister‚ and my youngest brother‚ one of us has a different dad and she assumed it was me because both her and my brother have dark skin but I was more lighter than them and I even had looser curl texture though had tight natural curls at times then they do because both of them have the same kinkier hair texture than I do and I am starting to think she may be right on that‚ so I asked questions and it was before my adoptive father passed on where passed on August 2019 but before then I asked a couple family members I used to trust on this and they made speculation that I was possibly mixed with Black African American with Hispanic such as Puerto Rican or Mexican and my adoptive dad was confused but agreed at the same time on that‚ then another speculation happened where one of my adoptive mom’s currently living sister my aiunt when I told her it may be a possibility I may be mixed she told me that my brother and I have similarities or look too alike so even though I have lighter skin than my brother does and twisted or claimed it would be my sister to actually have a different dad but it still left me confused‚ then my other adoptive mom’s sister told me before she passed on January 2022 when I told her the same thing that I may be possibly mixed‚ she speculated that regardless if my birth dad is on the lighter side than my mother was‚ I was still considered Black or he was‚ she also told me that my birth mother other than me and the two siblings I was adopted with that my birth mother had up to ten other children then the three of us‚ then with my Uncle that’s living that my adoptive mother’s brother he speculated that I could be mixed but have Native American‚ be mostly Black‚ have Puerto Rican or Mexican in me‚ a little or some white or Caucasian in me‚ other things too‚ and he can be big on conspiracy theories where when I wanted to get a DNA test for proof and he strongly didn’t want me to do it because he believed DNA tests are not accurate or that they are fake or psychic or tarot like divination stuff as my adoptive family on both sides are very overly religious with mostly Christian values‚ they only provide estimates but not scientific accuracy‚ DNA tests don’t prove if a Black person really supposed to have Native American or Indian in them or other non-black ancestry‚ etc. And all of this mess is leaving me confused because I had my DNA test results earlier because growing up a lot of people especially my family told me growing up I was fully Black though lighter side of Black and a friend of mine that’s gay and he’s Biracial and an old acquaintance of mine that’s Black even told me and counter argued that there’s no way I could be fully black because I was more on the lighter side then I was with my siblings and that because I had a looser texture than they do have more mixed looking features than they do especially my sister brother I can’t be fully black because it wouldn’t make sense for me to so instantly I knew in my heart something wasn’t right with all of this because growing up I was told I was fully black especially from my family‚ so this year I took a DNA test from AncestryDNA and got my results early today I found out that my speculations of being mixed/Biracial is true and I felt as if I have been lied and deceived to by my own adoptive family for my entire life which made me very upset and disappointed because I feel as if someone in my adoptive family is not telling me the truth or not the whole story. I even found out that my birth mother of her being mostly having Black or African American features that my late adoptive mother told me about was actually true but I was still confused concerning the identity of my birth dad because it was a bit unclear at the same time because it says that he did have Nigerian ancestry and other African ancestry (but very little of it to almost none was also shown too for him) like my birth mother did and I though could my dad actually be Black? But then I saw that my birth dad showed more traits of having European ethnicity in him such as German‚ UK‚ Ireland‚ Isle of Man (which I never even heard of for some reason but it’s a Celtic/Gaeltic country that he has ethnic routes in)‚ Denmark‚ Jewish‚ Icelandic‚ etc and this is still giving me questions because I assumed he could be Biracial/mixed but on the Black or African American side as I asked ChatGPT as friend for advice on this ( I know I am weird for that you all and I am sorry‚ I am lonely person right now) and they claimed that could be a possibility or that they show that my birth dad has more mixed ethnic background than my birth mother does though they can appear on the Black or African American or Biracial/mixed or light skinned Black African American or possibly white but not necessarily at times‚ but still it is leaving me questions because I did research on google and was told White or Caucasian people can have African ancestry ethnics though they are still white due to migration‚ mixing‚ interracial relationships‚ etc and still it’s leaving me confused on the identity of my birth dad overall bc of this research I did. Then for some reason both my birth parents did not DNA test and I never knew their names personally but according to AncestryDNA my birth mother common family surnames were more Black people sounding surnames like Alijoe‚ Forrest‚ Grey‚ Hall and then my birth dad it showed mostly White or Caucasian common family surnames on there like McKinney‚ Blassigame‚ Blasigame‚ but I saw an interchangeable racial last name which was the surname of Wright for some reason?! All this speculation and rumors concerning my birth parents especially my birth dad and I is totally leaving confused on this so for this I would really need some answers on this because I need the truth and clarity on the situation mainly‚ but I also want to search for both birth parents whether they are alive or not and if they are I would love to meet them here in South Carolina if possible and also get know them personally and check up on them and see how they are if they were to be alive even though I don’t personally know both of their names‚ if they are dead or presumed or one of them are I still would like some information concerning them and maybe a picture of both birth parents of mines if possible to keep them in memory. Please very kindly I would really need some answers and one day if possible reunite with my birth parents and check in on them and be in harmony with or get information and have a picture of both of them at least if one or both are dead or presumed dead because I did notice in 2020 a lot of people died from COVID in New York around that time and it does leave me with concerns‚ and I am sorry if it may have sounded racial to some with me describing races with this but I wasn’t being intentionally racist or unintentionally with this I was trying to describe my situation the best way possible. Please someone through this agency help me on my search for my birth parents I will surely highly appreciate it very much :).