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OlgaMiroska

My name is Jessica but i go by jessie, my original name was Maria and I kinda like it better. I have dreamed every night since I can remember about meeting my birth mother and/ or Father. The family I have grown up with is awesome and I very much respect my mother but there just is not a special click that all my other friends families have. It’s quite difficult living in a house with a mother I don’t feel comfortable telling things. The only person here I always felt comfortable with was my father but he passed away of a heart attack 6 years after my adoption. I yearn to hug my mother and tell her I love her and tell her i think about her everyday even if she forgot about me I’ll never stop trying to picture what she looks like or look up her name in google and try and find a women who looks like me. I always feel as if there is a part of me missing and I think it is my longing to reach out to my mother and just at least see her face for the first time even if she doesn’t want to see me I understand I just want to know what she looks like and that she’s ok. I didn’t mean for this to get sad but i have never felt more passion run through me than when I think about my parents and what there doing all the way across the globe!