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The name I was given Is by my adopted parents? Susan Marie Kruszewski‚ If my biological mother really gave me a name‚ I have no idea what it may have been if she did or didn’t I do not know that Part. I was born at the hospital in Erie‚ Pennsylvania. That they call Saint Vincent something or another. I forget the name. I was born May 5th‚ 1969. My adopted parents Ronald John. Kruszewski and Odessa M. Kruszewski Adopted me and brought me home from the hospital on May 8th‚ 1969. I Don’t know my height but I can tell you. When they brought me home from the hostitle‚ my adopted mother took a picture of me on a bed pillow on the couch‚ and my head was at 1 end. And when you stretched my fetal position‚ legs out my feet reach the other end. I weighed 9 pounds 7 and 3 force oven outs. I was a very healthy baby with a lot of dark hair. My poor biological mother had to have had terrible heartburn. I found out from my adopted Grandma at like 4 years old. That I was special because I was adopted. I was picked she told me. Not long after that‚ I was told by my adopted mother that my biological mother was supposedly 16. When she had me and that her parents wanted her to finish scool. In my later years as an adult‚ a young adult already started having my children I was also told all my life that my biological grand father worked for the Erie times newspaper in the sports department. Ever since I was a little girl. I’ve always wanted to meet and know my biological parents. What my nationality is maybe now I know. I’m still behind 57 but at least now. I know what I am on that aspect. I’ve suffered with learning disabilities. Hyperactivity disorder which those 2 things. I think come from when I was in the womb‚ I’ve suffered from migraine headaches since I was a teenadrian doctor swear there’s nothing wrong with me but I’ve always wondered and felt that those were hereric. You know II don’t know‚ you know. If my biological family has you know certain health issues that I need to be worried about for the sake of myself and my children and my grandchildren is bad enough where my children and grandchildren are already concerned. I. I’m petrified that they’re gonna end up getting cancer and dying. Like most of my children’s father’s family has on both his sides‚ my children’s father’s parents on both sides‚ pretty much had lost their entire family. At some point‚ due to cancer‚ my children and grandchildren are already prone. For terrible things like that I would love to know. Do I need to be worried about anything like that from my biological mother or father? Do I have brothers or sisters? My adopted mother had a son of her own. He was 21 when they adopted me. So even though I have a sibling sort of he was a grown man and married when I came home from the hospital. II don’t know what it was like to grow up with siblings. I’m tired‚ I still at age 54. Feeling unloved and that something is missing. And it’s and for people that have never walked on my side of the fence or the other‚ they don’t really truly understand the feeling that us adopted people are talking about. Where did I get my looks from? Where did I get this curly hair from? You know? What were their likes their dislikes? What would they have liked to have done with me? Did my biological father even know that I exist? You know‚ it’s so unfair and my adoption was closed. With me for me. I have 3 children‚ 3 grandchildren. My biological parents arc. I don’t know if they already are grandparents or anything from other children‚ possibly. But from me‚ they have 3 grandsons. A great-grandson and 2 great granddaughters granted branded my oldest son and one of my granddaughters. Died years ago‚ terribly fitaly. But my oldest son even he is bad as I want to know who his biological grandparents work. He wanted them to know that you know that they exist.