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Nichole620

I am searching for my daughter’s adoptive parents, their first names are June and Paul. Our darling girl was born August 18th 2008 in Tulsa OK. Her parents planned to name her Natalie. The only other information i have is they live somewhere near the east coast and have a parrot. They gave me a locket with her newborn photo in it. It was a treasured possession, until it along with other personal items were stolen. I cannot remember the other things that were in their bio. My heart has been broken since we made the decision for adoption. I think of her daily, have spent many sleepless nights guessing at her life. I wonder what color her hair is, her favorite food, song etc. Does she like school? Does she have a lot of friends? Family? I want to tell her parents I love her with all my heart and soul. When we met, i was a mess of emotions, desperately trying to hold it together. I adored you both, but everything I tried to say came out wrong. I was attempting to be strong, while inside all my energy and concentration was on not falling apart in public. This left anything that made it out, all wrong. You see, our hearts were shattering into a million pieces. Seeing you with her one last time tore my heart in two, I was at war with myself. I wanted desperately to hold her in my arms one last time, and terrified if I did, I’d never let her go. I fear you thought me heartless. Fear everyday what you must think of me. We were supposed to get letters with pictures, we never did. I long to see her face. To see how much she’s grown, to know how much she’s loved by those around her. Please, please help me find them. Help me get this message to them and Natalie. We love her more than she’ll ever know. My heart dreams of her, while my brain struggles without a picture.