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Hi there‚ Anastasia Lynn borghese‚ I am your birth mother‚keena Coles. Your father’s name is John Victor Borghese‚ and you’re adopted parents are his older brother and sister-in-law‚ Joseph and Catherine. For the first 5 years of your life‚ I was at the get togethers I was at your birthday Christmas I remember one year I got you a Disney princess tea set another year I got you doc McStuffins action figures because everybody had given you Disney princess stuff. I never stop loving you. I did what I did out of love‚ because at the time that I had you‚ I had no income‚severe mental illness and a lot of other stuff going on. I have been in contact with your aunt Veronica‚ and she passed my contact info to her brother‚Joe was kind enough to get me a card‚ with recent pictures‚this past mother’s day. I know that you’re being homeschooled and I also know that you’re quite the martial artist. You see Johnny at the family reunions sometimes he gives updates on you. I don’t know if you ever want to get the other part of the narrative. I don’t know what the Borghese have told you about me‚ I was in some family photos and I am glad I made the right decision to give you the best possible outcome and Joe and Catherine have provided you with the life that I had hoped they would. You’re going to grow up a beautiful young woman with a good head on her shoulders. I just hope one day you can forgive me for the decision I had to make. I was suffering for mental illness and didn’t get my social security until 2012‚ a year after your sister was born. Her name is Danielle. And she was growing up in Union county just like you. I’m not sure if her parents homeschooled her‚ but I absolutely know that Joe and Kathy are going to make sure that you end up how I used to dream you would when I was pregnant with you. I always thought you’d be a doctor that would cure HIV or cancer‚ but then I found out you were into martial arts. You’re biological grandfather my dad was a fourth degree black belt in karate. He was good with throwing stars‚ the staff‚ that’s probably where you get some of your athleticism‚you got my neverending curiosity and thirst for knowledge. I hope you did not inherit my schizoaffective and bipolar‚ and cancer as well as diabetes and hypertension run in the family so stay healthy. If you would ever like to reach out to me I’ll gladly accept your call or message. I really hope this finds you somehow I never stopped loving you and I think about you everyday. You and your sister are the best things to come out of me and Johnny’s relationship You’re primed and poised to do great things in this world. I know you won’t disappoint us all🥰 About me: I like reading‚ music‚ animals of any kind‚ nature‚ meditation‚ and I also periodically do psychic readings and give mental health advice. I like to use my years of therapy and programming to help other people that are still struggling. You’re going to have a deep desire in your twenties to fix people. Don’t. Unless that’s your job like you’re a doctor or a psychiatrist or a therapist. You generally can’t fix people if they don’t want to break the cycle of comfort. I’ve made this message a bit longer than the one that I left for Danielle‚ just because I have some sort of feeling called mothers intuition that my child is going to get curious about where her color her hair texture etc come from‚ and I am now well enough to complete the narrative for her. I live in Northern Alabama an hour south of Huntsville‚ and right now I have three cats and a little dog. I’m not in a relationship right now‚ but I had the first healthy relationship I’d ever been in come to an end down here and I’m still friends with Johnny and the person who helped me get better. I’d love some pictures of even to be pen pals! I really hope this finds you someday.