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Samusick75

I am looking for my birth son. His name at birth was Austin Tyler Trail. His name now is Austin Tyler Parrish. He goes by Tyler. He was born 10/5/1999 in Thomasville, NC. His adopted mother’s name is Carla Parrish Clapp. The last place I know of my son living was in Saint Peter’s Missouri. My son is a very tall & slender young man. He just had his 18th birthday on 10/5/17 so I’m very excited to say that my son & I are finally able to meet & hopefully have a loving & lasting relationship together & his biological father feels the same way. I never put my son up for adoption. He was forced from my arms & wrongfully kept from me then I was stripped of my right to be in his life & to be his mother when my sweet baby boy was only 3 weeks old. I am very grateful & very thankful that my son & I were incredibly fortunate by the grace of God that he miraculously ended up in his other mother’s safe & loving arms & that she loved him so much, that she made sure that she was able to adopt him & give him all the wonderful things every child deserves in a loving home & life that our horrible system took advantage of by not allowing me to provide for him even though I jumped through endless hoops for their sick amusement & I continued this for a long time, even knowing those people were never going to let me be his mother. But I kept on & on doing everything that was asked & expected of me because to me, giving up was not an option. They dragged it on & on forever it seemed, each time for me was worse than the time before because they’re cruelty & mockery towards me was simply sickening & it was true torture but to them it was their typical fun & entertaining daily life. I am permanently damaged by our so called protective agencies, our government & our horrible judicial system, forever unnecessarily scarred. I can only hope & pray that my son never had to experience any of the trauma over what they did to us. He was just a newborn so hopefully there was no way possible for him to have suffered any kind of damages. And I of course would take on every bit of that torturous & horrible pain, agony & suffering all day, every day for the rest of my life just to keep him shielded from it all if I could. I don’t know my son’s story, so I don’t know if he felt any blow back from our situation that we were completely unnecessarily forced to endure or not, but what I do know, is that no good & decent family should have to go through any of these types of situations. But we did, there’s nothing I can do about it now, but I think, if there’s nothing in this world I have been able to do for my sweet son, at least he was able to have his other momma who I know gave him the absolute best life she could give him because she loved him as much as I did & I want to say thank you from the debts of my soul Carla for being our son’s mother & for loving him like you have for all these years and I know there’s no way I could possibly repay you, but I can promise you that you are his mother too & I will never ever get in the way of that or in the way of what you both share. I just want to know our son & love our son, that’s if you would please give us your blessing & if he’ll have me.