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Information on my son whom was placed for adoption through the agency Jewish Social Services Son born May 24‚ 1978 You were born in Washington‚ DC but the actual adoption and living area was thought to be in Rockville‚ Maryland‚ and living maybe in Kensington‚ Rockville‚ Bethesda‚ Silver Spring‚ or maybe even Gaithersburg‚ MD areas - I believed it was somewhere in Montgomery County‚ MD. You turned 42 this past May‚ 2020 and I would really like to find you‚ my son‚ I just hope you would let me explain and try to understand and at least not hate me..... it was a very hard decision to make but with me being only 14 and lived in a very abusive home I would never have let you be brought up in that environment..... I loved you too much that I had to let you go and up to that point in my life that was the hardest decision I had ever had to make and I hope and pray it was the right choice and that you will give me the chance to explain it wasn’t because I didn’t love or want you because I did want you so much that had my parents said they would raise you as their own and with the abuser living in that house there was no way in this world would I let him destroy your life and childhood the way he destroyed mine..... I wasn’t going to let him get his hands on you and the only thing that made it easier on me was I was told you would be going to a very loving home with a family that already had 5 children and was also told that when the time was right you were going to be told about me (whether or not that was done I don’t know because I was also told my files would be left open so if the day ever came that you wanted to come find me all my information would be right there waiting for you with all of our names and addresses and phone number‚ and to this day my father still lives at that same address and just until a couple years ago the phone number remained the same) .... I loved you so much I knew you deserved a much better life then I could ever think about giving you..... To my son whom I named you Michael Eugene I love you just as much today as I did 42 years ago which I remember it like it was yesterday. At one point while I was holding you in my arms crying looking at your beautiful long oval face I did for a split moment almost back out from signing the papers‚ just thought I should share that with you. God Bless. Your Birth Mother
