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Jannice

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Hi this is hard. I can’t go into why this happened just yet but it was not my choice. Her name at birth was Emma-Louise she was born a beautiful healthy girl on Halloween of 1984. At the time my social worker spoke to the adopting parents to help them understand this I was given a photo of Emmy-Lou And the adopting parents said they were going to keep her name. They sent me a letter through same lady indicating they would always be open and would cherish her and understood my dilemmas. It was lovely. But every year without fail I celebrated All Hallows Eve in Emmy-Lou’s honour! My life was full of historic abuse from a parent. And I was also abused by Emmy’s father. My life has always been hard Jeremy Kyle couldn’t handle it. I’ve suffered a LOT OF LOSSES!! But I’ve always tried my best my children have always known about Emma-Louise as I’ve nothing to hide much to my deceased parents dismay!!But after a long battle with Double Breast Cancer I’ve begun a new life and I’m finally happy in that situation but there’s always been a heaviness in my heart and a gap in my soul for the beautiful little girl I never had a chance to love. I kept the secret of why my parents forced me to make the decision but they’ve been deceased a long time. And I hope to never have to reveal it but I understand I may have to! That was my reason for not contacting anyone sooner. I didn’t want to put a child through that. But at 53 I’ve found the strength to overcome so much and I do mean so much!! I know she may not want to know me but I just want my details there in case. And I do have have other children and 3 granddaughters! Thank you for your time. JANNICE XX

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