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Jfit04

Hey, I’m Jay, Jarius Deusshaun Brown. I was told by my now-younger brother that I was adopted during an argument while we were entering into Islands of Adventure on a family vacation when I was 8 years old. Growing up our relationship was very tumultuous, we’d fight over almost everything. But now he’s my best friend and I couldn’t imagine life without him. As a matter of fact, I love my now-family more than anything else in this world but I the knowledge that I’m adopted and has always been gnawing in my subconscious. My biological father kept me for 3 months after I was born. When I realized that it was my Father took care of me and not my Mother I grew to resent her. Some of that was my resentment towards my now-parent’s for not telling me and telling my brother. Now I realize that the decision may not have been her’s to make but if it was, it was a heavy one to make. I’m proud of my parents for having the awareness to understanding that they weren’t ready to be parents yet and I hope that their lives are full and joyous. Moreover, I want to find my father because his choice to keep me always resonated with me. I’d like to get to know my father and hopefully mother as well.