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MY NAME IS TREISHA M. PITTS BROWN, I AM SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS. I RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT THERE’S NO BIRTH OR DEATH CERTIFICATE OF THE MALE AFRICAN AMERICAN IDENTICAL TWIN BOYS THAT I GAVE BIRTH TO IN NOVEMBER OF 1983. I WAS ONLY 18 YEARS OLD AT THE TIME, AND LIVED IN ST. AUGUSTINE, FLORIDA. I WENT INTO PREMATURE LABOR WITH MY TWINS. AFTER I GAVE BIRTH, I HELD MY CHILDREN FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER GIVING BIRTH AND WAS TOLD BY THE DOCTOR THAT MY SONS WOULDN’T MAKE IT. MY MOTHER WAS ALSO THERE WITH ME AND SHE TOO HELD THEM BOTH IN HER ARMS. I NEVER SAW MY CHILDREN AFTER THAT, I NEVER HELD THEM AFTER THAT, I NEVER SAW THEM DIE, I NEVER GAVE THEM A FUNERAL OR NOTHING. EVERY YEAR, I HAVE CARRIED MY CHILDREN IN MY HEART, AND JUST RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT I COULDN’T GET A BIRTH/DEATH CERTIFICATE BECAUSE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE VITAL STATISTICS RECORDS OR THROUGH THEIR ARCHIVES THAT EVEN INDICATED THAT I HAD TWINS OR FOR THAT MATTER ANY CHILDREN DURING THAT TIME. I HAVE GONE THROUGH THE COURTS, I HAVE WENT THROUGH LEGAL ENTITIES AS WELL AS THE HOSPITAL WHERE I GAVE BIRTH, AND THEY TOO SAID THERE WAS NOTHING PERTAINING TO MY NAME IN THEIR SYSTEM. SO WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? I NEED ANSWERS TO WHETHER OR NOT IF MY CHILDREN ARE ALIVE OR NOT? I NEED TO KNOW WERE THEY SOLD IN A BLACK MARKET RING OR WERE THEY GIVEN TO SOMEONE WITHOUT MY CONSENT? I NEVER SIGNED ANY PAPERWORK AND I NEVER SIGN ANY OTHER DOCUMENTS TO HAVE MY CHILDREN ADOPTED. THE CORONERS OFFICE WAS ALSO CONTACTED AND THEY TOO LOOKED INTO THEIR ARCHIVES AND NOTHING WAS THERE. PLEASE HELP ME, I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO!!!!! I JUST WANT MY SONS TO KNOW THAT I’VE ALWAYS LOVED THEM AND I NEVER GAVE THEM UP.