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GrandmaKris

On October 7, 1994 I gave premature birth to my son Keenan Lavone Horner (last name at birth) his first and middle name has remained the same. At the time I was in a abusive/ controlling/drug related relationship. Keenan was born premature in Arnold Palmer Women and Childrens Hosp in Orlando Fla. He had some problems and was in the NCU there till Jan 22 1995. The week before he was to come home, they raided the house I was living in and I went to jail and lost him to the system. I could of fought for him, but my drug problem was bad and I choice it instead of him. I had 3 sons at the time, that I never lost to the system. I got clean and sober in 1996 and had a daughter in Nov of 1997, I moved back to Toledo Ohio the city I was born and raised in to be with the rest of my family and good support group. I am not proud of what I did and how I hurt him. I live with it everyday. I now have 5 beauitful grandchildren and a wonderful life. I know he was adopted by the Meyer or Myer family that live in Ormond Beach, when he was around 3 or 4 they fully adopted Keenan, they had him as a foster child since he was a baby. His real father would not give him up and finally did,he was in prison so they could adopt him, His name is Tony L Roye. I have never seen nor care to his father since then. I let Keenan go, so that he could have a good life, cause at the time I was not in any shape to give him that, I Loved him so so much, but knew better. I know he is living in Ormond Beach Fla, pretty sure still is. I have not seen him since he was like 6 months old, but I went on vacation with my daughter back 3 yrs ago and went to a dance program at a school in Daytona Fla. I was sitting in the bleacher and turned around and there he was sitting with his adopted family. He looked so good and healthy. I knew it was him and made sure by asking the person next to him if his name was Keenan and it was. I did not make contact. cause that would not of been the right thing to do. I pointed him out to my daughter, she was so excited to finally see him cause all my children know about him. What I am writing is that I know he is of age and would love so so much to contact him, if he wants to. If he does not want to meet me, maybe he would love to know that he has brothers and a sister, nieces and nephews, aunt, uncles that would love to meet and know him. I want him to know the truth about why I lost him, not that I never not loved him. Because I did with all my heart. Addiction is a horrible thing. I am forever grateful for his parents, for giving him a loving and stable home. I don’t know if you can help me at all. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Sincerely, Kristina J Horner PS, The adoption took place in Daytona Beach Fla, Volusia county. .