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Ravyn89049
My name is Starr Johnson, my kids were adopted out when my mom gave them over to social services to teach me a lesson, and I lost my mind for a while after she did that so I failed to get you back. Your name is Samuel Devon Wright, you have a sister, Destiny Rose born 5/22/2000 I know you were raised with and a baby brother who was given to a different family whose name is Brendon Trey born 5/12/2001. You were adopted in Del Norte County, Ca. I plan to track all of you down if you’ll let me. I love you and I want you to know I fought for you before it became evident that I was doing you more damage than good by fighting. I love you, so I walked away, and it was the single hardest decision I have ever made, but I wanted you to know, even if you never ever try to find me, I need you to know... I didn’t leave you because of drugs or whatever else you may think... I left because you cried to me about how your daddy just dropped you off and left you with me, who had been your favorite person in the world when we were together and you no longer wanted me to be your mother. You had every right, but my heart knew it would just hurt you more to rip you away from your family, again. I hope you can forgive me, and truly hope you had the better life I walked away for you to have. I hope you find me, and meet your older brother Tristan who loved you so much it broke his world the day the took you from me, he was 6, he has never gotten over losing you, neither have I. You also have a new brother now, because I did get my cake together and when my sister needed someone to do what I asked my mom to with you guys I took in her kid and when it became obvious they weren’t going to get their cake together my husband Robert and I adopted him. I hope you can forgive me for that too, I never wanted more children, but life had a different idea. Anyway, I love you and I hope one day we can have a relationship... I know I am not your mom to you, that ship sailed, but maybe we can be friends, or I could be like a long lost cousin or aunt... also I can be awkward so I hope you didn’t get that gene. Genes are another thing we are going to want to talk about, so at least for that purpose, please find me. I live in Tonopah Nv, my husband is the IT guy with the county here.
