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KineishaSmith2017

Hello,my name is Kineisha Smith-White. I am the biological mother of Jeream Ramone Lee Brown. Who’s name was changed after he was placed up for adoption by the court system back in 2003-2004.His name has been changed to Jeremiah last name may or may not be Parsee or Parcee.His adopted mother’s name is Camille Parsee or Parcee. I was 17 years old when I had my baby boy, I was in foster care myself without a job or home to provide and about to be released from the system homeless I wanted more for my son than I could provide at that time.However I understand that he may be happy and hopefully so! That’s all I want for him and his brother’s who were adopted as well.I am not trying to take anything away from the adopted mother but as their birth Mother I just simply want to see or talk to my kids even if only through video.I have prayed and prayed for the moment I can have some sort of communication with my adopted children.I am now 31 years old.sons age’s 14.13.8 do not know about the fact that they have two more siblings.A 7 in a half year old brother who turns 8 in April of 2018 and a sister who will be 13 in February 2018. losing my kids happen to be My own fault yes.. I will admit I was young and having children and not taking care of my own responsibility as a mother.. I doubted myself a lot! I didn’t think that I could give them a good life without struggle’s... but again I was young and I now know that no matter what age of life you face there will be struggle’s and hills to climb.However it took for me to get over those hills in my life to realize that I left the most important thing in my life behind.. And that happens to be my children whom I love with all my heart and would like the opportunity to at least tell them that before I pass away on this earth. I want to just be able to hear their voices If only B it for a second... And to Thank the Woman who has been what I lacked to be.. A mother figure to my children.. and I am comfortable with saying our children.She deserves that recognition.Jeream’s birthday passed in August.on the 23rd.He was born in 2003 which makes him 14 years old. His little brother saycoo was born Dec,5th 2004... And the younger brother born June or July 10th 2009 his name was Daryl Darell Heron.But I am sure that their names have been changed as well. I love my kids and long to know them.. their likes and dislikes,favorite color/food.... and most of all the fact that I love them and ask for their forgiveness for not being their as a mother. I want to be able to be at peace and I cannot knowing that I have kids in this world who don’t know me and the reason why. I want to be able to tell my side of the story and to see if it is in God’s will for us to be able to have some sort of relationship. I understand that it is their own decision whether or not to have anything to do with me once they are 18 years old and can legally make their own decisions.But I also hope that the adopted Mother will be willing to share with me the joy that I missed out on.In Jesus name I pray that God’s will be done.