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Sunwatereyes

I was a nine year old and my mother worked to hide the facts of how I had gotten pregnant. I am interested but wary in meeting her. I cook food to be a parent. I am working to have an involved family to help with my trauma. I want to know her in the future at any time. I have graduated Highschool. I hope that she’s been provided for and is safe. I want to be available for I know our circumstances were unique and she may miss me irreplaceably still. I am very different than my parents and I also worry that the changes in my pregnancy could’ve made stress for her that she would need me for. I have memories from in the womb from my early childhood trauma so she may know too. I am actually from Northern California. I am well read and adventurous with investment in healing and I made it through the first part of my pregnancy meditating with tree stumps I was watering to regrow. I have changed my legal name to be safer and more like an unlabeled citizen but she may know it was Lana and that I had liked being Daphne as my mother introduced me. She explained that we had lived rurally‚ and her family was posh and purity driven. So I gave birth in Mexico. My daughter would likely be 1/4 Dutch with brown hair and blue eyes.