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Hello‚ I am the birth Mom of Charles Michael Taylor.(my name I gave him) He was born at St Vincent Infirmary on August 16‚ 1971. I was kept heavily sedated so I could have been the 17th. I have zero information about the birth. I ask for my information and hospitalization info and was told there is NO record of me ever being admitted to st vincent. As soon as I got there and after IV started the nurse (who happened to work for my ob-Gyn) told me she was going to give me a sedative. I asked her not to give it to me. She did anyway. I had so much Thorazine that day‚ I developed a severe side effects (extrapyramidal) to the entire classification of Phenothiazides. Dr Travis Crews was my OBGYN. I have search for my son since 1974 after a graduated from Nursing School. I have dealt with depression since I gave him up. I was told that because all adoptions in AR are closed I could not even be given my arm band‚ info about him (stats). I was not told that at all at Drs office etc.until I was being discharge and the private attorney of my Dr informed me because I was hysterical. I never even got to see him‚ hold him or tell him I love him. I hated myself‚ my priest was awful to me…i felt he had labeled me and wanted me to confess to him but wanted more personal info. So I found my favorite priest in Little Rock‚ AR. And met with him on the day of discharge. He was awesome and comforted me‚ not judging of me. After graduating in ‘74 I moved to CO. I volunteered to be on a computer researching group on open adoption and pros and cons of that for CO. I counseled Moms giving their child up for adoption ( strictly voluntary on Moms part). I went to health department to see if there was any birth info available to me. I spoke to obgyns office staff. My Dr had since passed away. I spoke to his wife. She was so nice. But has since passed away as well. I have missed him for 53yrs. I am 72 now. I’ve lived longer than all of my grandparent they were 60’s x2 and 47 and 70. My parents were 64(Mom) and 72(Dad). If anyone has info or can help me find him I would be forever grateful. My song I would sing at night was Bet Midler’s Lullaby in Blue. Not all of the song is my life story but my love for him is! Thank you Pamela Ann Smoot (Taylor)
